Ashamed in dressing room
Today I went to the mall to try some new outfits on! I barley was able to find my size and they barley fit!
Overwhelmed by the unflattering lighting and the pitiful looks from the retail workers (and I overheard them talking about me!) I stopped at the store and got an entire cake to eat my feelings.
Fat chat about being another 5 pounds heavier and about how I always feel awkward going into public with my huge gut!
watch me eat until I can barely eat another bite! I take a break to lotion and rub my belly before I force myself to eat more! 🍰
